
YWednesday, February 15, 2006
F*****
actually the day started out really nicely!! Woke up at 7.30, don my $79 suit [damn cheap!!! a must buy in DANO!!!], went for interview and got the job on the spot!! I tot, "WOW! that was easy!!!"
Since i'm in such a celebration mood, i decide to meet fiona (acc tuition session) and do a little shopping.. SHopped at paragon, tangs, taka, wisma... but nothing seems to catch my attention.. sigh... so much for having a resolution to spend $$$..
Afterwhich i dutifully took a lonnggggggggggg train ride back to NTU... and slept the rest of my afternoon away... thennnnnnnnn... came the bad news.. sigh.... Received a call from my aunty which made me realized that i clinched the job because of her connections... arghhhhh ... that totally broke my sprirt and took away my happiness!!! so i didn't get the job because i'm capable enough!!! i got the job through connections!!! WTF!!! what a loser!!!!
Then a little good came along... had a really nice chat abt savings during our first few years of work for marriage, car and housing... hahaha after much debate and calculations, we can't f***ing save anything at all for the first and second year!!! omgggggggg... am i ever gonna get married and get my own place???
sighhh... stopid ZY have to come and ruin the whole gathering by screaming at us... complaining that we're not doing our work (ps.. we're suppose to have the afternoon off... so we're expected to do work at night, after 10.30pm..) and he made this huge fuss abt us not doing our work!!! I was like OMG!!! we usually start work after 12 or 1am.. whats the huge fuss now???!?!?!? and its only 1 night. i understand that we're suppose to be really stressed out this period due to the upcomin submission dateline.. but we seriously intend to do tonight!!! juz that we're kinda starting ltr as its rare that joyce, cheryl, sam, diana, chris, fi, grace and 1 come together and chat abt stopid things...
So.. I'm currently at my computer, dutifully changing figures for our data and intend to finish it before we're dued for class tml.. so as to get things over and done with... on the overall.. today is really kinda fU**E* up!
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