My Tagboard/Shoutbox
YTuesday, February 21, 2006
i know that i'm being a real bitch for talkin behind somebody's back like that, whinning and complaining abt the person's behaviour!!! but i CAN"T help it!!! My mind is kinda confused with all the mixed feelings that i'm subjecting myself to now!!! omgggggggggg... when i heard the "explaination"or "reason" or maybe its an "excuse", i totally went beserk!
i seriously dun understand why can't this person use his/her [not specifying gender here to prevent unnecessary speculation] tiny winy little brain and THINK!!! if you cannot think, pls at least do a little research, find out whats going on in the market/industry!!! find out the norms and not rely on other ppl!!! hey!!! this is something that has been going on for a long time... can't u plan ahead, take the initiative to read abt it??? find out more?? why base your decisions on what ppl tell u??? worse till, redraw because of 1 person's comment [ps and the person is not even involve in this activity]. pls lah!! we're all educated ppl!!! make your own decisions!!! read, search & prepare!! to make the matter worse, u flinch at the last possible minute!!! dun plan dun contribute, fine! but u have to change your mind when everything is settled??? its really WTF??!??! but u know what... i dun really care anymore!!! i'm going ahead with my plans regardless of any more changes that other ppl wanna make.. no more anger, sadness or whatever feeling will affect me with regards to this matter anymore!!!
sorry, whoever who read this blog.. its very much filled with anger.. anger that is buried deep down inside me that is unleashed only in my blog.. anger that even my closest friends dun know abt... anger that prob turned me into a cynical and bitter person with regards to this matter... anger... whatever!
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