all u see on my blog:
1. my wants
2. my unhappiness
3. my bimboish throughts...
well... i guess a blog is a place where i put my superficial thoughts, since the web is such a dangerous place to write abt anything personal, esp when u're bad mouthing somebody.. thats why i never really write abt my personal life.. and i too think that bloggin abt my daily life is boring cos my life is actually boring... however, i do take great pleasure in expressing my anger *with regards to my r/s* here.. and yes i know its dumb... cos shawn always reads my blog when he knows that i'm unhappy with him... so the vicious cycle begins: i get angry --> blast ppl in my blog --> shawn reads --> he change his msn nick --> i wake up and discover his new nick --> feel dubious (is his new nick meant for me?)
so from now onwards i'll stop blogging abt my relationship.. i'll juz blog more of:
1. my wants
2. my wants
3. my wants
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100. my wants.....
and maybe beautiful thoughts abt the world... my superficial self
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
7:56 PM
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had a shock of my life this evening... was on shawn's computer after my usual afternoon nap then saw his ex vivian (f***ing sl**) msning my bf... well feeling proody, I decide to chat with her on behalf of shawn (yeah i deserved to be slap in the face for intruding into my bf's privacy.. so sue me!).. anwiae the next thing i know is her asking if i like her display picture.... guess what's shown there??? ITS HER POSING NAKED IN HER UNDIES!!!!! [ps.. yes she's kinda hot and all.. and i'm juz this plump shit *ok a little jealous*].. and thats not all!!! she started changing her pictures... juz like showing a slide show of her pictures, naked pictures (with undies) in different lingerie... and even pictures of her "pulling her undies off?!?!?! and she still have the cheek to say that *quote and unquote* "I'm feeling kinda cheeky today".. what am i to feel man... which girl does that to her ex?? or any guy at all?? so i had to question shawn and ask what's happening between him and her.. afterall she's entertaining him with pictures of herself... and guess what.. I swear i didn't ask him more than 3 times what's happening between them (his answers were "Nothing!! I also dunno why she's like that, prob her way of expressing herself sexually". so i said "so next time a guy sends me naked picture of himself, its all abt his expression of sexuality lah.. U better not get angry" then.. he became irritated and show me black face + refuse to talk to me.. wah lao... whats with guys sia.. so yes i'm kinda pissed with him now... mmm... ALL GUYS OUT THERE.. pls do your best and send me the sexiest pictures of yourself naked... shower me with them.. cos my bf will not be affected by it...
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
11:17 AM
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brought missy irene for free facial at angelsky8. haha... then guess what happened???!?!? she signed on a package!!! hahaaha.. we're all suckers for beauty... and we certainly hate $$ cos 1 bloody package is a hooting 1000 bucks! sigh.. then that night i kanna scolded by wh.. sobz... he asked irene not to associate with me... say i'm tai tai and she's a normal housewife.. haha.. thats where he's wrong!!! lalala... irene spends more than me.. with all the hair treatment, waxing and travelling!!! haha.. rite irene???
aniwae i've planned my holiday routine:
Every 2 weeks -->Facial + Spa + Gym [at angel sky]
*we got free spa and gym usuage for 20 times*
Every other day --> Swim + Gym + Sauna [at my place] *hopefully i can do it.. i'm juz a lazy bum*
So its slimming and beauty enhancement time in the short 2 months before starting work.. then can mei mei go work... lalala... nice clothes on the way to singapore for me.. haha...
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
8:03 PM
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taking a break from studying... recalling of the conversation with the girls earlier this week abt guy cheating and its not entirelly his fault as it takes 2 hands to clap in a relationship...and how partners favour SMU students more cos they smoke and drink *the fun ppl* as compared to NTU student... are we really that bad?? what is happening to the society these days?? superficial acts like clubbing and smoking really bring you farther as compared to being sweet and homely???? sigh.. do i have to resort to smoking *since andrea says that all partners smoke on the 5th floor* with them to blend into the IN crowd therefore build up my networks??? WHAT IS THE WORLD BECOMING INTO??!?!?! ARGHHHHHHHH... HELP!!!! EXAMS AND RIDICULOUS CONVERSATIONS RMAKING ME CRAZY... worried abt the present... worried abt the future.. luckily, my ever faithful shopping habit is keeping me sane!! thank god for joyce for informing me that she has free international shipping from VS... sooooooooooooo I'm getting this:
sweet sweet camisole... had been deliberating for really long before deciding to get this.. lala.. hope that the fit is fine...
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
8:27 AM
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our yummy foooooooodddddd.... shared a portion of fish and chips and their recommendation of the day.. Portuguese chilli Crab!!! yum yum.. strongly recommended by me and shawn too!!! bad side is that there's too much coloring in the sauce... stain our hands until quite jia lat... remember to buy your own bread too * they only provide you with 5 measely pieces of baguette... my boogums had to go downstairs to 7-11 to get a loaf... hehe.. he so paisay!!!!!*
hadn our 2 years 7 months at fish and co... it kinda represent our "last good meal" before our exams... sigh.. time to "chao bia" for my last few papers before graduation!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.. i dun wanna leave school!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yummy garlic butter sauce
CHILLI CRAB.. the "chup" not bad....
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
9:40 AM
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F***ing Liar!
and Yes i'm unhappy but i'm sure u don't give a shit!
Never Hope
Never Trust
Never Believe
Next time show me the results before u promise anything
cos a leopard never change its spots...
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
6:13 AM
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think i'm going through some "pre" life crisis... while ppl go through mid life crisis at like 30 plus??? i'm like going through the fast forward version!!! all i think abt now is spending $$.. is it due to influences of frens?? or is it juz myself comin out of my cocoon??.. well.. but all girls need to splurge on pretty things once in a while.. rite?
sigh... isn't this pair of heels juz so pretty?? can't wait to check them out in the boutique.
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
9:34 AM
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ACCOUNTING OF LOVE
I will CREDIT you my love,
If you will DEBIT me your love.
I'll record our romance in a JOURNAL,
And POST it to the LEDGER of my heart.
I'll keep an ACCOUNT of our love,
Based on DOUBLE-ENTRY.
This way you'll know the BALANCE c/d,
And the AMOUNT of love I have for you.
Our courtship,
Is carried out on WORKSHEET.
ADJUSTING ENTRIES are necessary,T
o make our love steady.
TRIAL BALANCE shows,
We are meant for each other,
Because the TOTAL of our love,
Is one and the same.
CLOSING ENTRIES are made,
When down the aisle we take.
PROFIT & LOSS statement,
Tells what has happened.
Let's see our BALANCE SHEET,
What are our ASSETS & LIABILITIES?
Oh, my goodness!It shows a dozen kids!
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
3:36 AM
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did some calculations and reflections of the things that I have to buy before I start work and got a really rude shock!!! the list of NEEDs or maybe u can call some wants.. are as listed below *hehee*:
NEEDS1. Hair -- Rebonding, color and highlights... maybe 2 treatments?? --> $250
2. Tops (shirts and working tops) x 5 --> $200
3. Bottoms (Pants and skirts) x 5 --> $300
4. Shoes ( 1 black, 1 grey ) --> $150
5. Working Bag --> $50
6. Full Make up *need to get a full set of corporate make up.. serious tones ones... hehe there goes my 4 years sparkly eye shadows, 10 year old mummy's eye pencil*--> $200
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Total $1150?!?!?!??!!?
Wants
1. A pair of shades
2. New wallet
Cost of these items is better not disclosed... *baby will kill me*
sigh.. its time for some major saving plans!!!!
the letter E summerizes my shape told you a secret at
8:26 AM
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our yummy foooooooodddddd.... shared a portion of fish and chips and their recommendation of the day.. Portuguese chilli Crab!!! yum yum.. strongly recommended by me and shawn too!!! bad side is that there's too much coloring in the sauce... stain our hands until quite jia lat... remember to buy your own bread too * they only provide you with 5 measely pieces of baguette... my boogums had to go downstairs to 7-11 to get a loaf... hehe.. he so paisay!!!!!*
